Oops
I finished high school today
I’m ecstatic.
I came home excited to show my mom my final grades,
B: English
C: anatomy
C: ap government
A show choir
A: office aid
A: study seminar.
I’m so happy about this; after all I’ve been through.
Mostly the fact that I attempted to kill myself not 2 months ago.
I now have a job, and a plan for the future.
But what gets me is that my mom still doesn’t give a fuck. I told her that I made it out of anatomy with a c and she said :
“Ok”
I have her a look. She responded with, ” what do you want me to pat you on the head for a c?”
All I could think was ” well fuck you too, thanks for being supportive.
Add in another $1,000 to my doctor’s bills.
These are the times I wish I just died.
In order for me to be a healthy weight I need to lose 138 lbs.
I’m going for 148.
But first, lets start with 5.
(Source: heyfredster, via aalyssum)
Explain this.
Why is it that when purging or starving is on your mind and you’re trying to keep it out of your mind, a completely harmless, trigger-less tv show has one of the main character’s develop an eating disorder?
Anonymous asked: You didn't say you don't outright though, I think it'd grow on you ;) just like what would be in you did over you right now ;) besides that's not the only way I would with hot you there's many ways and positions to try ;)
…. Anon. How long have you been flirting with me now? Lol
